What a day......

After almost 2 weeks sakit kepala at last semalam pegi la check....as predicted darah naik balikkk....my bp was 160/110....terkejut doc tu..siap suruh aku makan ubat there and then and baring dulu before leh balik...aiseyman...aku cakap kat doc ..its ok doctor....but i need to go back to my office dulu coz need to pass some documents....adooii nak terjengil mata doc tu...so she said nanti kalau collapse macam mane??? u tau x with this kind of reading u boleh kena stroke..nie dah consider severe hypertension nih....alamak x pasal2 aku kena lecture kat doc....hai doc...kita nie dah la sakit kepala...x pe la doctor i balik la nie....sampai2 kat office...adoooiii kena marah lagi kat makcik sorang tu...."ye la makcik nanti orang balik orang makan la ubat yeaaa, jgan marah yea makcik"...peace....(bak kate nabila)...tapi biasa la kan with 3 kids aging from 1 - 8, agak2 boleh ke relaks balik rumah...terpaksa la pesan 'kakak, abang ibu nie sakit...darah ibu nie dah naik sampai kat kepala, kalau pecah nanti boleh mati"....terkelip2 danial and nabila pandang aku, pas tu ingatkan boleh diam....hmmmm hampeh, buang mase je....yang kakak siap lagi nak gi mandikan aiesha....dibuatnya adik dia tu macam baby doll...yang aiesha orang dah ajak main air apa lagi....menonong aje la masuk bilik air....hai baby ibu nie....sedar2 aje my hero and heroin dah tertidur kat sebelah, aiesha pulak dgn bibik downstairs....ok la tu...dapat la rest kejap.....

Note: I have to learn to let go things that are not in my control....in order to go on with my life...no matter how hard it is, no matter how painful it could be....becoz at the end of the day there would only be me and GOD....pray for me.

Membeli-belah.....

Today can be considered as a less hassle day....kenapa? Well today nabila and danial bangun without much hesitation....danial siap cepat....goooood boy...however, its still a looooooong way to go...tengahari tadi had to balik rumah something which i seldom do....tapi kalau la rumah just a minute away from office....rasanya every tengahari break sure balik la....at least boleh tengok nabila, danial and of course my little aiesha....balik tadi pun nabila sempat gak ajak gi kedai kat depan rumah, reason being "nak beli radio kecik, harga RM4.00. Bibik kate ade kat kedai depan tu"....alahai anak ibu...suka sangat membeli belah...kadang2 tu geram gak sampai aku cakap, "kakak ibu nie bukannya keja chop duit...". Yang abang pulak pagi2 lagi dah tanya "ibu ari nie berapa hari bulan?" lepas tu siap jawab balik "ooooo 23 hb kan...maknenya 2 ari lagi laa ayah nak dapat gaji kan?..." aiseyman....siap kira hb nak dapat gaji lagi tu...bukannya ape ayah dia dah janji nak beli remote control car (yang ke berapa aku pun x tau la....). Hai anak ibu nie...bukan main advance lagi...nasib baik la my little aiesha belum pandai mintak ape2 lagi...yang dia pandai nak ikut gi jalan2. Tengok jea ibu dah pakai tudung apa lagi...trusss je stand by kat pintu...siap senyum2....nak ikut la tuuuu...saaaayyaaannnggg anak2 ibu..

Note: Bukan senang nak jadi ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2....but for the sake of my kids, ibu akan cuba and terus cuba. Mudah-mudahan anak-anak ibu akan jadi anak2 yang soleh dan solehah. Amin.

First Entry

Last nite my hero and heroin sleep late coz leka layan PS2 nye....gelak pun sikit punye kuat sampai terbangun my little angel...so today morning wake up a little bit late but thank god my hero x show his tantrum. Hai my darling umur dah almost 7 year pun kena nangis dulu nak bangun pagi. Nak siap mengalahkan ibunya, nabila will do her tudung like mine..ini mesti, siap lilit-lilit lagi, yang danial selagi jambul tu x berdiri tegak...selagi tu la x habis-habis gel tu disapunya. My little angel aiesha x bangun lagi...kalau x sure nangis nak ikut ibu gi work. Sorry la my dear nanti ibu cuti kita gi jalan-jalan yea. Had to rush to work after sending my kids to Sekolah Agama. LDP nie is very unpredictable sometimes ok, sometimes not. Semput gak la nak kejar office time.

Note: thanks azila for u know what....